(to avoid confusion i must preface that i will be referring to this project as "love" throughout this post and in the future)

a lot has changed since my first post on this. so far, there's been very small progress on love. the whole project is a bit dead in the water to say the least. i'll update this post later when i actually have anything of substance to say, but all of the songs exist in some form, whether i like it or not.

i've mainly been working on things either separate from love or just alt versions. over the course of the past few months the more random bsides i made the further i got from the whole love thing. i honestly don't know what to do now, but i have an idea for a new project of course. i'll provide an update when i stop being so lost and bored and [insert long list of mental issues articulated via pent up mental anguish].

expect no further updates on love (though i'm definitely planning on finishing it). the songs in their current states have been uploaded here.

i've been working on an album. the long and the short of it is that i met a very special someone at the end of april, drafted a 12 track album, worked on the songs along side our on and off relationship for about 3 months, and now with about 9 songs at numerous points in production, she has left and taken kids.

personally, i was hoping for her to take deez nuts instead, but honestly, things are going along fine (aside from my steadily declining mental state). i dont know when i'll finish the album, but it's getting there. i'm aiming for around december since this year is kinda special to me in the sense that i've never felt that kind of connection before, and i hold a strong connection with that month in particular.

anyway, i've posted some demos i've got so far. the rest are on my soundcloud, but i've got a ton of unreleased b-sides. i've come pretty close to cancelling this thing a few times throughout the relationship, but i'm hoping i go against whatever judgement i've got left when i hit that fork in the road again.

first post i guess. this is my account.